Showing posts with label General. Show all posts
Showing posts with label General. Show all posts

Monday 10 March 2008

Don't laugh....

So. I decided to take up something that I used to do again. And I know I'm now much older....and larger...and more unfit...but....

I've decided to take an adult ballet class (stop sniggering).

I started ballet at the tender age of 4, and kept it up until I was 14, at which point the pressures of secondary school and my growing dislike of the intensity of the classes got to me. It was just too intense, and the teachers scared me....

But, quite quickly after stopping (and given that at the time I was still riding every day and playing hockey as well) I noticed I'd lost a lot of muscle tone and control.

And now 6 years down the line I don't do any other sports either (gammy knees). And I was thinking about it, and I kind of miss dancing.

So, I'm going to brave it. I am very lucky that there is actually a place where they do adult ballet classes here at uni, I don't think they're that easy to find back in Irl.

I'm in the beginners class...*sigh* lets hope I can move up to improvers......

Doesn't start till after Easter, but I'm already excited! Wish me luck!

Don't think I'll quite look like this though..... I guess it'll take time ;)

Sunday 14 October 2007

Excitement

Lis is coming to visit me!!!!! Wooooohooooo!!!!!

Thursday 11 October 2007

Thursday, 11th October 2007

Because I can't think of a better title.

I like this university. That is such a strange thing for me to say, I almost can't believe I've said it. But I've said it to several people. So it must be true.

PBL is good, I think we are ironing out the wrinkles. Sometimes I do think that people are not using the best sources (Wikipedia is fine to satisfy your curiosity, but please don't quote it as a reference), but at least its not too important yet. And my own work is hardly the most astoundingly brilliant stuff.

IPL is a bit more tricky, namely because we're not really sure what the hell we're actually meant to be doing; its all a bit vague. Could somebody give us a big shove in the right direction? Please? We don't quite look like the perfect MDT below.....


Primary care is brilliant, I love it! Its so amazingly different to be sitting on the other side of the door,actually being in the consults. I'm surprised at how happy patients seem to be for medical students to be in the room. I don't think I would like it, but maybe I'm just sensitive. And I HATE going to the doctor, so it kinda figures. They (patients) just completely ignore us and seem totally uninhibited by our presence; thank you patients.



The other thing we do is interview patients in pairs. As we obviously don't have any clinical skills, our "examinations" go as far as talking to them. Despite being told in consultation skills that if we just sat back and listened that the patients would tell us everything, I didn't quite believe it. Well, its true. You can't actually get a question in with some of them! Which is fantastic, because awkward silences suck, and they really presume we know what we're doing, which we really, really don't.



Its interesting to see how other students talk to patients. Some of them seem quite insensitive, and not able to read the situation very well. I was a little embarrassed when my colleague asked a quite blunt question about socio-economic status that didn't really seem relevant or necessary. But I guess we're all learning, and I'm no saint myself. How do you teach yourself to eh stop um going eh.....um.... all the time? In my opinion, people who don't do it are amazing. Tips please!

Sometimes I'm surprised about the things that med students don't know. (Please don't think I'm being arrogant) One thing that shocked (and kinda horrified me to tell you the truth) was that during a lecture on cultural and ethnic differences and the issues that raises with pregnant women was that only about 5 people in a room of 30 knew what Female Genital Mutilation/Female Circumcision was. I would have thought that it would be something that medical students are aware of, especially because its the kind of "hot topic" that people read up on for interviews.

But I've noticed a lot of people don't seem to have a very culturally/ethnically broad "world perspective" of medicine and patients; maybe they think it doesn't matter if they want to practise solely in Britain's NHS (considering the amount of immigrants in the UK though this does seem a little short-sighted). And indeed, all our training is about preparing us to work in the NHS. Sometimes I find this annoying because I have noticed quite a few differences even between England and Ireland, so outside of Western Europe the odds are there are going to be even more. Do we have to be trained only to become "NHS Doctors"? Can't we be trained to be Doctors who are competent at working in the NHS? And yes, I know that it is the British taxpayer who is providing my medical education so maybe I should just shut up and be thankful, but all the same......

Haven't had any "special" cases yet, but at this young and naive stage of my life every patient is fascinating. I hope I won't lose that interest.

The doctors we are working with are very very good at what they do. I don't mean their diagnoses/treatment, because I can't really tell yet (but judging by the high standards they have in everything else, it can't be too bad), but they are so good at listening to what the patient is actually telling them and giving clear advice and good reassurance. I have never been a patient of doctors that acted like this. I very much want to be like them, and am so thankful for the opportunity to get to work with them.

Wednesday 3 October 2007

Private Practice

Sucks! Its a far cry from Grey's. And we all know, Grey's isn't exactly the most factually-based medically accurate show out there. But Private Practice just takes silliness to a whole new level. Addison has completely lost her hard-ass surgeon role, and gone all fluffy round the edges. And doing a c-section out of theatre with acupuncture as anaesthetic? In L.A? C'mon producers, how stupid do you think we are?

That said, I'm sure I will be following the series avidly, I can't resist a medical soap, no matter how dumb.



Sunday 30 September 2007

I think....

That someone is tap-dancing on my ceiling...... That's what it sounds like anyway....


Monday 16 April 2007

So here we are now.....

How to begin? How did I come to be here?

Well, on a sunny afternoon as I was supposed to be studying, I decided to make Blogger my own.

Let me tell you a little something about me. I am currently in the final weeks of first year Veterinary Medicine in Dublin. I wont be coming back next semester, because I am going to go to Medical School in England instead! Bit of a career roundabout there allright...

How did I decide to switch from animals to people, and why?

I had always wanted to be a vet, for as long as I can remember (after the hairdresser/air hostess phase), and was extremely lucky to get a place in the Dublin vet school. But then I took a gap year, and volunteered in different places around the world. I suddenly realised that this was what I wanted to do with my life, and in my eyes vet just didn't seem to fit. It took me a long time to admit to myself that I actually wanted to become a doctor. It was so hard to give up the idea of becoming a vet after so long......And then there was the whole "how on earth am I going to get into med school????"

After about 5months of turning it over in my head I decided I had nothing to lose, and that if I thought I wanted it, I should go for it. One of the things I decided on my gap year was that I didn't ever want to give up on my dreams and live a life of compromise. Cheesy and idealistic as that sounds. My actual options were pretty limited as far as I could see: I didn't have the points for Ireland,the UK was damn near impossible to get in to, and Eastern Europe was looking like the only realistic(if expensive and unappealing) option. But I gave the UK a shot, and to my continuing amazement, Ive been offered two places! I thank my lucky stars every day because I know how fortunate I have been to get my dream, when so many others never do.

The people in Vet don't know yet, except for Lis, who is amazing, and completely supportive and a fantastic writer to boot! The others....well....lets just say I get the feeling they're not too keen on medics. Take the girl who wears a hoodie with "REAL DOCTORS TREAT MORE THAN ONE SPECIES" on it as an example.

Its going to be interesting when I break the news....

Only a few weeks to go, and I can't wait to be finished! So fed up with this whole thing now. Im probably going to fail everything because my motivation to study is nil.

Oh well. We'll just have to wait and see!