Monday 6 October 2008

My dear readers...

If you're still checking this, bless you.

So i've been a very bad blogger and temporarily abandoned things. So much to write about too.

But as usual, I've had a bad day and a bad week, so I thought I'd share my feelings here. I need catharsis.

New year, new subjects, at the moment cardio. One of my favourite subjects. But somehow my uni is managing to destroy it for me.

Part of that is my new PBL group, whom I loathe.

They are soooo fucking retarded!!!!! And so argumentative. And did I mention RETARDED??????

Ugh. So this is the 2nd week in a row that I've been held back after PBL to "get a talking to" from the PBL tutor.

Last week it was cos I was, 'arsey'. So were a lot of others in my group, but I get singled out.

Then; last week came down with horrendous UTI which turned out to be resistant to the first set of antibiotics I was given, which left me writhing and crying in agony on the GP waiting room floor by Thursday. Long story short I missed a lot last week and didn't get my PBL work up. Which was fine by my group. But bitchface tutor has to hold me back again!!!!! And makes me tell him exactly what my medical problem is. Sorry, but isn't that a massive invasion of privacy? And he tells me, I'd better post it or else! Already said I would, I don't intend to skimp. Oh and that, having missed one, I'd better put 110% into everything else from now on. WTF IS HIS PROBLEM???????

Look at my record, I am a model fucking student. 3 bloody distinctions, excellent tutor reports, scholarship, no absences, active in extra-curricular activitie; all that shite.

I don't get what his problem is with me.

Maybe it's cos I'm Irish? I don't fucking know. But I'm well pissed.

This whole course is getting me down. I just want to bury my head under the duvet and never come out.

Here's a song that expresses how I feel.

Ok I can't find it on the web. *sigh*

Thank you for listening..

5 comments:

Sara said...

Ok, now I have to ask, what is "arsey?"

And I'm glad you're back

XE said...

Glad you're back! Sounds like it's the tutor's problem, not yours. Sometimes, you just have to say "Okay, he's obviously got an issue here, but I mustn't take it personally". At least that's what I try to do :)

And ouch about the UTI, had one during finals last year that was so bad I felt like I'd pulled every muscle in my back and lower abdomen. Youch. Feel your pain, hope you feel way way better soon.

Ms-Ellisa said...

UTI? -> "Story of my life"... I really feel for you!!! Been there too many times...

The girls have already said the obvious like "try not to think about it", "his problem not yours" and all that,
so I'm just going to suggest:

Could it be that he fancies you and just wants extra time or sth?

Lame, I know, but guys sometimes do lame things trying to get a girl's attention...

Lala said...

Thank you all for your comments; its very touching!

Arsey is like difficult/antagonistic. Derivative of arse (bottom)

Ms-ElliSA- um, I hope not, he's married with kids......

Dragonfly said...

*Hugs*. Glad you are back. Hope your renal system behaves itself.